Should one accept what can't be changed?

Until a few days ago I would have agreed with "accept what can't be changed", knowing that when one accept something, then one is capable to deal with it openly and that this is probably the only creative way. Then not needing to defend oneself by fighting against the unwanted conditions or ignoring what one doesn't like. But when 'dealing' with a situation or condition, having done every thing possible for a change, - might bring one to the point of total helplessness or even desperation, because one 'knows' somehow that the presented condition is not right or one even might sense, that the base is fake and just coming out of the commonly established reality, that is just the erroneous result of misinterpretation of conditions. And then even knowing that so much, if not most, is the result of manipulation from clever power guys during history of mankind... So how can one deal with this? - - - One can't!?

When one comes to the limit of ones personal knowledge, even though one has searched and investigated deeply and can't find any alternative answer from within the established common mindset, - then one reaches a kind of 'vacuum' that is frightening and so people try to avoid this with all means, mostly going into various belief systems. But if one has looked through and has passed all this, what is left? Nothing? - - - NO! What is left is ones *awareness*!

At this point I became aware where and how one has been programed from the common mindset and that all the goals and values has been set up from just there. Now when I encounter situations, conditions and people in my daily life, then I can experience, that my
reactions are caused from my unconscious background program. Because one is always wanting that every thing confirms ones established image of this world and so - of oneself. Then when realizing that this is part of the fake reality we as humans are trying to live and that we have made this pictures to our own, then we can decide to cling on this or let it go.
Then when we are in a serious and difficult life situation, when we have the urge to do something, because there must be a change, - then we might reach this kind of 'vacuum' where we can't find any answer out of the common knowledge, but one desperately feels that a change is needed to be able to continue...

What then? - - - I will give an practical example, coming out of my personal life situation:
Some years ago I had problems with my teeth and came to the point, where I decided not to go to any dentist anymore, - after the fillings of several teeth fell out during the next few days after the treatment. After investigating, I could clearly see the fake reality that has developed during centuries and has established the 'knowledge' of repairing teeth. The dentists do their best out of the education they have received, but this is just part of the established world view with all their limitation and erroneous conclusions.
So I searched for alternative methods to heal my teeth and came to the surprising result, that indeed it is possible to *heal* ones teeth and even regrow them! But I was very occupied with other aspects in my life and as I had no acute problems in my mouth, so I 'accepted' the condition for the moment. In its time my damaged teeth brake down one after the other, but I also accepted this...

Several years past without serious problems, until recently I got an infection of one of the teeth that broke down to the root. Within days my face was swollen and even my alternative way to heal the infection did not work. So I got an appointment with a hospital dentist in ten days. When I went to the hospital, the infection meanwhile was nearly gone. The dentist just looked a few seconds into my mouth and said the tooth must be pulled out after a treatment with antibiotics. I told him that I don't want to take any antibiotics. He reacted angry and told me that an x-ray must be made. I got a new appointment in ten days. That gave me some more time to think about it. I wanted the x-ray to have a proof of the missing teeth, when I would have grown new teeth. But then with the doubt if it is really necessary to pull out the tooth, I decided not to go to the appointment with the dentist.

Meanwhile I treated myself with 'oil pulling' and 'tongue cleaning' and so there is no infection left. But the situation is still not clear. I have an email exchange with several friends and I received information about all kind of alternative treatments and new ways to let new teeth grow. The new kind of manipulation, like implants, stem cells etc. I reject. All the other treatments with plants, supplements, etc. might help, but doesn't make new teeth grow by itself.

With this I come to my limit of knowledge, that can't be changed through any kind of available information. So I am reaching the state of acceptance and *emptiness*.
What to do now? There seems nothing left.

Back to my *awareness*: I go deeper... Realizing that this is an important step in my personal *growing process* and that this is the most essential in my *healing process*.
What has been the steps in this process? After many years of being treated, that means disturbing symptoms has been eliminated, without healing the cause, - I came to the state of being critical and questioning the established health system, so out of this attitude I could heal my Fibromyalgia and also an inguinal hernia. The basic condition was, that I stepped out of the dependency from authorities, who all told me that a healing is not possible. The next step was that I connected with my 'inner healer' and let myself be guided. In this the practice of meditation was of essential help.

Now I'm back in the same situation, not knowing how to continue. But I'm open and I trust, that the help, whatever this might be, will show up and so I will be able to use it.
I can give another example about a condition and situation in my personal life and my intention, with that I am dealing for the last thirty six years and telling how I reached now to the point 'zero' where I don't know how to continue. That's quite a challenge and I don't know if I can relate and respond to it at the same time dealing with my teeth... But maybe it needs the same level of realization, so it will go together. I will write down the story now, - or better tomorrow...
BeiYin