What is the special *something* you want to realize during life time?

Your question is touching exactly what about I'm reflecting lately. The *something* I received as a message from another *dimension*
sixty years ago when I had ask myself about the sense of my life and what I should do about it. Now, this message was the answer! In all those many years that followed, my doing turned around working for the goal to realize this *something*. - I never have given up, because this message has been so strong and clear, that I never had any doubts - and still I am convinced that I will be able to complete my *vision*, even though my life span will probably have to go beyond the average duration.
After some time of struggling with daily life, I learned that all obstacles and difficulties were part of my preparation. Finally I could see happenings, conditions and people as challenges and just being the right and most efficient in my learning and growing process. I could come to the attitude, that all what happened in my life, was exactly what I needed in that moment, as a stepping stone to be able to continue my 'training'. I have learned that there exist no accident and no coincidence and that what happens must not be dramatically, if one can listen to ones inner guidance, - the 'voice' of ones inner growing force that every body has.
During this learning phase I healed myself from Fibromyalgia out of my own intention and also an inguinal hernia, even though the med. doctors said that this is not possible. I could realize, that disease is the result of being out of balance. Healing oneself must include ones whole existence on all levels and so disease can be understood as part of ones growing and healing. (That will be disturbed and messed up by manipulations like taking chemicals, that only eliminate the symptoms!) During ones healing process there will be changes in ones lifestyle, ones attitudes and behavior, - and one will relate and respond differently to all what shows up in ones daily life, because in the first place ones awareness is growing.
I could find out, that I didn't need to fight or work hard to get what I needed. Happenings, people and even things showed up by themselves. I found out, that 'money' was holding people in the illusion that one must fight to gain something. In that way keeping people busy, so they are turning around themselves - just struggling. Finally I could understand the message from sixty years ago, when I had ask about the need to earn money and then was told that I should not worry about it and that I would have always enough for my needs. Looking back now, I can say that indeed I never did something just to earn money. I only did what I wanted and liked to do and what seemed to be necessary and I had always enough money. This continued up to the present days...
I learned about 'human nature' and could see and understand, that humanity is still in a beginning state of evolution, that means that humans are driven by survival needs on all their various levels. Humans are only in parts conscious about themselves and all follow a program they have 'installed', - beginning from their early life. That's why people are not free, they have no choice and because of this they are suffering and only temporary happy, when they reach one of their goals from their program. People are in a state of being, where they are identified with their 'form' and that is their body, mind and emotions. People are getting their feeling of *existence* out of their identification and that creates the illusion of 'personality'. This is real, although just as a step in their *growing process*.
But people are holding on this and so they are suffering and constantly living under stress...
Finally I could get out of my 'cocoon', going beyond the properties of my personality. Being able to leave my limiting mindset behind, that had kept me in a strait jacket. With this I could realize the dream of humanity: Being able to *fly*! Experiencing an existence, that does not depend on certain conditions and happenings...
My intention to share my knowledge and insights during the last thirty years, had very little response. People are still holding very tight on their established form, dominated by their established mindset. They are not willing to receive anything that might change them, they only want to be confirmed in their self image. Isn't it curious that part of their self image is to be 'open minded', but in reality they only want to hear what they have already integrated into their 'property'. People are not even ready to do an easy exercise, that could help them as a basic step to expand their awareness!
So answering your question, I would say that I want to share this *something*, I have realized in my life, with others so that they can receive enough information to be able to take action and getting out of their suffering and their stuck condition. This intention I want to realize   - - - during my life time.
BeiYin